I was about 3 paragraphs in to this blog, hit F5 as my fingers took it upon themselves to have a small fit and everything vanished.  brilliant!

so here goes again, will save as I go!  got new laptop last week but then discovered my modem doesnt have a driver for Vista.  booo. but am changing broadband provider soon anyway so will get a nice shiny new wireless router that will work with it.  yay! 

Friday was supposed to be a quiet night in with a few glasses of wine for Lynne's birthday.  she left at 10, all very good.  Then somehow I ended up staying up all night and got HAMMERED with an old colleague from edinburgh (just dont even ask.  it's toooo random....) and Lynnie turned psycho bitch on her bloke and couldnt remember the next day.  Brilliant!  Was there a full moon on friday?????

So saturday was a no go.  I could barely stay awake all day.  Thank god for high School Muscial 1 & 2 keeping alister amused all day.  Poor wee soul didnt get out the house at all.  Phone Childline!  Ordered a dirty big Domino's pizza for tea and as a resultof my piggery only lost 1lb this week.  Will work extra hard to shift more this week, feel mightily cross at myself for wasting all my efforts.  I'm chuffed I lost something but I really shouldnt have!

Alister's behaviour is still proving to be very trying, particularly at nursery.  Am bringing back the sticker book for me and the nursery staff to complete and if he gets 4, 5 or 6 happy faces and stickers each day he can watch High Schoolmusical.  he didnt get to see it tonight and the wee soul broke his heart about it.  Hopefully it will hit home eventually that it's just easier to behave well most of the time.  i don't want an angel just a less frustrated, angry little boy

Right am off for now.

Night y'all!
Love ya.
Jill
xxxxx